Day 28: How did/do I feel today?

 Exhausting. I had an exam for statistics class. I have not been doing well in the class, even though to certain someone I am doing just fine. I just wanted to do well on the exam.

I have three papers to do and I just wanted to get them done but I am struggling. I can't get myself started on writing those papers. I think number of pages required for each paper scare me off. I have been told that it is OK to not complete papers when their first drafts are due but I wanted to complete them so I can get a full feedback on those papers.

I also struggle with finding a paying job. I need a paying job but I just can't find one for various reasons. To this point, I am not going to hope because I won't be here during December and many positions I applied rejected because I wouldn't be here during December, even if I said its only for a weekend. It is driving me nuts.

I had work to do after class. After work, I passed out.

So, I felt exhausted and stressed today.